Deja Vu!

It's like a litlle storm that couldn't fell you down but tremble instead.

It happens to Gackt-san almost everywhere on the internet,the messages from his Dears

Dears are worrying about his health conditions because on his recently FYC tour in

Europe 16-24 July 2010, He was collapse many times during the concert.

I has got his album last year late form his former Dears in Bangkok

sold that for me.I am his massive fan for his MC-the movie.

Personally,this used to happend to Brett when Suede was disband and S.I.S

(Suede Informatin Service)was closed early year 2004. At that time I was crying a

lot.It's like I had just become their official fanclub for 3 years, they suddenly then left

me and abadoned the staffs at SIS who worked for them for years. I guesed the staffs at SIS

are always the best team work up until now, in taking care of the band's fans from all around

the world. And this was the reason why I didn't like Alex-a symbol of disband.


"When it come, it comes.When it doesn't, it doesn't.


Brett said this somewhere.I remember,I sent him a silver necklace with a little

Buddha image to encourage him after my crying while I was listening to th e songs from

"See You In The Next Life", the last CD from S.I.S. with Brett's goodbye words.

In 2010, I'm waiting for his new album.Brett looks very old but he's always 28 for me.

My life have been up and down with his music, and with this voice for almost 10 years.

Until....as long as he can sing for me, his royal support fan from far away.


Further from Yoshiki san, I wonder for Ganckt san 'coz he's one of my Japanese inspiration

of fighting, Japanese learning and enjoying the beautiful things in a lifetime through

his hard works.


Will his Dears standing by his side when he reaches 45?

Will they cry, love and encourage him with what any reasons?

etc.

Saying, I've been through that trouble times with Brett.I wish Dears will be with

Gackt san like I did with Brett.It's really nothing and also rubbish but....

it is the most romantic and beautiful time in our life.No matter we are fanboys or

fangirls, once in our life and for whatever we will have done to our beloved star who sings

and works hard for us.I wish Gackt san be well soon on his health conditions and I will support

him by my heart from far away. Saying please " be such what you are and born to be"

Karada ni ki wo stukete kadasai masu.